the deaf and the blind

i feel like youre hurting. or maybe just tired or annoyed or unsettled somehow and it hurts me to think that you might be. and you need to be told that nothing is wrong with you and people care for you. i know it may not seem like much from someone like me, but i know so many people would be lost withot you, myself included. you said yourself you're my teacher. so i want you to know that, i'll try to be better, to help you, to learn more, and to hold back those moments of taking it out on you. you've been more than wonderful to me and i am truly blessed to be able to call you my friend. when that long day, good bad or nothing at all, rolls around and you're feeling restless, tired, or indifferent, think about all of us who care. and if you can't think of that, then think of me. i hope your days are bright and all you want them to be, because you deserve no less than everything.

so in this closing i say, somewhere in this great wide world sits lisa, your friend, who cares about who you are and who you want to be and what your life will become. a girl who worries about you and thinks about you and even prays a little for you every day. here i sit, wondering if you're needing a shoulder the way i've needed yours before. here i am at 3 am letting you know that i love you. unconditionally. i will always be here for you. so smile for me a little when you read this and have a good day knowing that i have a HUGE great hug for you when i see you again.

someone loves you, a lot. i hope that can comfort you.


remember the best thing you've ever told me "it's not all fucked"