burning bridges

we lit it up. let it burn into the night. i watched the fire eat away a past from hell. we listened. we waited, poised on the edge of the beautiful oblivion. i felt equal, maybe even special. and again i hear from the soul of my angel and protector "it'll all be okay." i wept to the sounds of falling off the earth. and i'm done thanking you, becuase you know what you have done for me, after all, you make the choice to do so. know that i appreciate you and all you've done.

now the last sick attachments to demons and devils are retreating from my heart, opening new cuts as they go, but they are much more shallow and will heal without the scars of past assaults. i saw your face go up in smoke and i was devilish with sick joy and bleeding rage. you were dead to me the day.

and i will see the past fall away and die, i will stand on the edge of the world to see you burn.



"won't you come and help me with these cuts of mine? i disconnected my heart, and cut myself on the wires..."