Wednesday, April 26, 2006

sweet talk

there is so much to be said. and i feel the need to say it all. there are thank you's and apologies and secrets. as the semester draws to it's end, there are things i have to get off my chest.

maggie: you are the sarastic bitch sister i wish i had and i love you for it. you take it all in stride, and i am learning from you. thanks for your encouragement, your laughs and the moments you took care of me. we share a common secret and i am glad to know you hear me. "lisa love maggie" there's much to be done next year, and i'm glad you'll be with me through all of it.

andrew: no, i don't have a penis. i know all i ever talk about is beer and porn, but just because i can go shot for shot with you doesn't mean i'm a boy. you're a real person, and my only real excuse to come to that end of the hall. here's to mucho drinkage, and a "brother" that hits on me.

lauren and john: you reached out to me and it made the difference. from a cool girl who wants to smoke with me and talk about our problems, to a quiet guy who picks me up when i'm upset and drives me down dirt roads and teaches me to funnel beer. i love you guys.

erin: sorry about the bastard. you're an awesome big, and you have so much potential in life, keep living it. i see a strong beautiful woman in you and i'm so proud to be your friend. i never told you how cool it was to me that you would drive me places, thanks for making me one of the group. by the way, your bunny rocks my face off.

taylor: a million times over you are the link to my home. bless you, your family, and your love. i'm happy that you have found someone that can treat you like i should have 3 years ago. you honestly deserve this happiness. thanks for all the coffee and tea, and trying to help me through this bullshit.

joshua: off and on, fuck you. but i am proud of you and i will be at that graduation, beaming. i love you, and you are my "angel." thanks for the memories, good and bad. i guess i've got one last "love me" for you, so maybe i'll be seeing you after all.

ruari: "god bless you all" you're my rockstar. you not only reached out in welcome, but you pulled me up as well. you are blessed, i hope you know that. thank you for saving my soul and being my therapist. never have i ever been so happy with the shoulder i was crying on. many days you rescued me, and now you've taught me to rescue myslef. how do i repay you? thanks for the parties, the talks, and the trip to rocky horror, and quite possibly the sweetest letter of encouragement via blog i've ever seen. you are one of my best friends here. i love you.

i will miss you all so much this summer. i hope i'll see your faces a bit, but if i don't happen to meet you again until the fall, it's been a wild ride of pure bliss. i hope next year will be the same. i love you all. have a good one.

"seek a life useful"

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