shine on me, shine on me, shine

i've been determined all day long to make the most of it, do my best, and keep singing. keep moving. keep putting it together. i'm all healed up, and i hope to stay that way, but usually i'm only clean for a few days before the lines show up again. but i have the urge to be alive today. might not be here tomorrow, may be the opposite thoughts, but today is okay, and i'm breathing easy. i'm fighting the demons. cause somehow inside, i have the deep desire to hurt myself some more.