crystal method
it wasn't at all what you're thinking, but a mix of everything you feared it would be. i'm hoping for a little spark in your eye. some sign that it hasn't killed you, because i'm dying here. it's all starting over here, and sometimes i think you hurt as much as i do when you see through the key holes and cracks in the door that my world is still falling apart. people will promise you everything, but that's not what i need. what i need is to hear that i can stop hurting. to believe that you care enough to show it. i'm tired of this world. and i'm losing feeling, not for lack of trying because i know all of you are dying right beside me... wanting to see it end. but i just keep feeling empty. and every day, one more who swore they never wold, never could, ever leave me... every day one more goes missing.
posted by lisa at 6:21 PM
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You don't know me and I don't know you. But supposing we are all humans I guess I might say we've been through the same sheet...
You know sometimes people go on saying the rest of the world is guilty for what they feel inside... "it's what they'd done to me" or "they left me alone".
But you know what is the hardest truth to conceal? You're responsible for your life and your feelings... and the only one who san heal you... is yourself. It won't come from the heavens. It won't come from the people... all the light is everywhere, incluiding them and you and all that you know and ever knew.
Stop looking for the problem outside, it really isn't there. Look inside... and find out why you hurt.
so than you can heal
all the best wishes to you...
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