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i have had the fourtune of having an amazing and beautiful friend like you around. i know you're busy and you have a lot to do. i know i'm crazy and it gets a bit tedious. but i thank you for the simple ways you've been showing your concern. the texts, the calls, the hugs, the drags of your cigarettes. i guess what i want to say is, i know you can't be right here to hold my hand in the dark, but i know you're not far behind keeping watch over me and trying to light my road.

again, i say thank you, as i have so many times before. you deserve the thanks.

and one day i hope i return the favor.

i love you.