can we get clean again?

the sound came around me. i've never been so happy and so ready to die at once. i saw this dream where i was dying, but i was not afraid. i faced my death. the sound throbbed. it peaked. it spoke. i knew my end. and in the night i came up screaming. the sound was so beautiful. it rode through me. and i kept going back to that hearing you say "let go." i'm trying. and the soundtrack to my life now has your songs in it too. and this music gets inside of me. down into my bones. and i'm almost bleeding. so i'm ringing in my ears, singing in my soul, mournful, beautiful. and i believe in this sound. it's going to save my soul