i believe it's getting better

"and all the ghosts they've come to know will dissipate beneath the dome of falling snow"

sorry for stealing your song, it touched me...

and i believe it. the milk is bad, the batteries are leaking, and the wound won't heal, but it's all getting better. it's all getting better. the realization that i have so much more to be here for. my friends, my loved ones. the one who shelters me (at his expense), the ones who share the tiny details of life that make it worth the day-to-day. the one who calls me "love"- special memory to this one who let me stay: the morning you woke up and said you'd think of me all day, i miss you so much... thank you for taking care of me (even if no one else will). i'm thinking of you. i'm thinking of all of you. i miss each of you, i'll be home soon. i love you all. and to the ones who touch my heart..... you're becoming my reason.

"remember me, she said smiling. write my name somewhere safe"

maggie, scott, ruari, andrew - believe that i love you. here's hoping you miss me as much as i miss you.