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"you have your own life i know, but show up you should"
count the vomit stained sidewalk after thursday nights in milledgeville. i swear you're beautiful. when will you leave this all behind again? when will you become the next to get too tired of it? i'm setting all this free. my body only goes so far. pulled over 18 years of just wanting to find a place to belong, and not have to run from it when i get to be to much for them. "i'm so sorry" but the bruises on my soul just keep getting bigger with every breath and every new person who decides not to love me. the places on my walls are wanting to be filled. i'm so tired of bleeding. i'm tired of being strong. and i'm not unhappy, just lonely. profoundly lonely in the most direct and singular sense of the word. and i'm not who or what i once was. spending days and nights alone, i swear it's just so freezing. but i'm afraid to ask for company.
"and you miss me, you can't mean that"
count the vomit stained sidewalk after thursday nights in milledgeville. i swear you're beautiful. when will you leave this all behind again? when will you become the next to get too tired of it? i'm setting all this free. my body only goes so far. pulled over 18 years of just wanting to find a place to belong, and not have to run from it when i get to be to much for them. "i'm so sorry" but the bruises on my soul just keep getting bigger with every breath and every new person who decides not to love me. the places on my walls are wanting to be filled. i'm so tired of bleeding. i'm tired of being strong. and i'm not unhappy, just lonely. profoundly lonely in the most direct and singular sense of the word. and i'm not who or what i once was. spending days and nights alone, i swear it's just so freezing. but i'm afraid to ask for company.
"and you miss me, you can't mean that"
posted by lisa at 9:59 AM
1 Comments:
touching, but confusing at the same time....you need to teach me about your style of writing. don't get me wrong, i love it a lot, but i think that at times you try too hard to be poetic when you don't need to. don't take that the wrong way, please, but if anything, as constructive criticism. keep writing babe, i love to read what you have to say.
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