it brings my knees to the earth

it infects my soul. the sound of it. the pulse and the rythm. i'd go off on you if i could. it's a private understanding. i have an urge. it's primal. less than primal even, it's animal. can't you tell in the way i flash my eyes and cut them in your direcrtion? i've started something i can't control. and i promise not to start what i can't finish. i'd fuck you blind. i'm losing my breath, my sleep, and my mind over it. and i can't take much more. my whole body is burning. it's a drug. it moves me and i am overcome with myslef and such bone breaking want. i would have it split me open wide with writhing and agonizing desire. i'm three steps from lying at the door in hopes of being explored, felt, enjoyed, craved, wanted, discovered. because i just can't take the wait. please, god, please. it's pulling me apart. unraveling my body in slow, feverish anticipation. i am captive and sprawled open like some flower in the sunlight. give me what i need.