one hundred

yay me.... one hundred posts! it's sad that this is as meaningful a it is.


all i want's encouragement


soo i feel like i've been falling away from those i care for. no one's fault, just something that's happeneing. i couldn't tell you the first thing going on in any one of their lives and it saddens me. i feel like i'm not a part of it anymore. i guess i feel a tad unwanted, or maybbe just overlooked. but i don't want to be with everyone because it makes me feel better. i want to be with everyone because i care about them. and the lack of enthusiasm for the love i have to give is disheartening. but i love each of you all still. remember that. and i have promised some of you already, i will never forsake you, i will never leave you, and i will never walk out on you.


"remember me, special dreams"