the funeral

you never cease to amaze me. you're the most beautiful thing i've ever seen. and i love you.


a blessed night with perfect company, falling in around the river and back again. with high speed volume and that familar hand in mine. that simple comforting. spending time with you is healthy. because you give all of yourself and you give freely and you lay the world at my feet with a simple statement. and as i said lying beside you, becuase you've taken the time to show me i'm worth something, i believe i am. it's your warmth, your laugh like happiness falling like rain on snow. your trust. it's the way you still take care of me. it's all in the music. and when i'm lonely and i miss you, when i'm heartbroken and reaching out to someone to hold me, i listen. i listen to the sights and sounds of this dying america that you've put into my head. and i hear the way you love me, and i'm not alone anymore. and i know somehow you'll be there, just around the bend of the future, waiting to dance under the stars and hold my tiny hands, and hold my tiny heart, and mend the pains of whatever day it is i'll see you.

i have missed you. thank you.