my life is brilliant

it was so cold last night. the kind of cold that sinks into your bones and hurts. but the night was absolutly stunning. the city lights radiated into the dark and made me feel so alive. the sound of traffic and laughter stopped all the rush. it was a night to be held quite closely. and we all partied through the city. i felt like a child. i felt free. and the timing couldn't have come any closer to perfect if i had planned it myself. you played my song. so, hungry, sleepy, and lonely, i returned home and sweated all night. there is a certain something about 5 in the morning that i rarely see or understand. i don't know how to put into words what one simple night did for me. but speeding through the downtown lights with someone i trust as much as those i was with can only be described as right. it was all so right. and i sat with my back to the glass and sang to myself. "god bless you all." so a big fat thank you for taking me away from this place, just one good night of something i needed. i haven't felt so pretty in a long long time. i can't express the overwhelming love of what it is i'm feeling. you've done such a good thing for me.