a long december

a long december and there's reason to believe maybe this year will be better than the last

i hope you kissed your sweetheart at midnight. i didn't. but i did see him this morning. oh, and pretty boy (i miss you tonight). even with unbearable depression sinking into my lonely state, i managed to find small town fun tonight. i even danced... to country music...... sober. i hope this year will be looking up, i can't take another one like last year. so happy 2006 everybody from me to you, and here's wishing you love, happiness, and peace (i know that's what i want most). i know this year will be better, and i feel happier already. much love to all of you, you mean the world to me.